got this bad feeling.

never been blog this few years.. came back and say hello every body..
well, what can i mention over here... had been thinking of this for this past few weeks... don dare to tell anyone include my close one.. like i can say is more to my very personal stuff.. no one knows my blog.. perhaps everyone tot i dint blog at here anymore.. but well, hahaha... just have the suddenly tots. =)

ok, stop the nonsense and start the ball.

is about to my gf (jiselle) together with her, 5 month. few weeks ago.. she and my brother(whitney) had been super close till i get a bit jealous and start to think about something that i'm not suppose to think about them.. But, i just cant help it.
wondering why i will think of that?
=) long story..
1. i'm jobless since 26nov 2009 at MFS technology Pte Ltd. after tat i found a job.. tot i able to stay there for years too.. who knows the boss sucks. ask me to leave cuz i wouldn't be able to wear skirt.. wth right? nvm i leave.
2. i started to scare to go for interview of jobs. cuz i donno why they will start to use the weird eyes looking at me.. i hate it. no one knows about it. cuz i feel no one knows how actually i feel. they will start to say alot of shit to me.
3. thank god. i spent all my money 3K plus within 1 week. haha.. big spender.. i donno what i spent also.. new PC?? i donno don ask me.. no money for months. if you're my gf will you stay with me? jobless? poor? bad temper? doubt so.
whit is so perfect. rich, understanding, condo, kind and nice heart last but not least she is very smart and good looking. what do i have.. nth..

so cant blame me i have been thinking of this..

thanks god i foumd a job which is pay me quite good..

i'm back to single life again. sigh
really donno wat to say and face her.
might be goin back to taiwan.. on feb.. i tink.. still not sure.

today staying at home. company my mummy..
cuz my daddy is out for company dinner.
sigh.. long time din blog. too many thing happen. donno start from where n when..
all is stressing me now.. work,study,driving,family and r/s all are stressing me right now..
hope can end those thing asap.
=)

baobei son---> thanks for company me so many days when i'm pretty sad..

happy birthday to me..
as normal.. sun still shine.sky still bright. =D
BUT~! dam piss of my dog..she happily jump up my bed n wake me up. Aniwae went town. we went to party world had my tiger, my cake n all.. after tat ht reached.. slacking ard.. til 10plus biebie need to go home.. send her to mrt station.. saw bunny,she started asking me abt her present..=/but she give me a hugs.. haha~! my bestie sec frenz ziwei reached.. ben,ht,ziwei n me went drink.. but ben n ht went off early.. aniwae went ziwei home she give me ZEN.. so nice of her.. haah~! n finally reached home..


biebie---> thank you for helping me to celebrate n all.. muackx*<

ben n ht->thank you.. love you all.. hugs<

zhen---> i got a shock tat you still rmb my bday.. aniwae thanks my best frenz.. really miss our pri n sec skool life playing together..=D<

ziwei--> yox.. thank you n your brother give me such a nice present.. haahah~! miss<

plynn--> thanks for called me n said happy bday. =)<

rachel--> thank you..

bunny--> thanks for you bday hugs lolx..

thank you all of my frenz..

today is my off day. was at home wif my sis doin house work. so tired.
in the afternoon.. my sis cook porriage. -.-" ok fine i eat.. cuz she said juz eat la..later we go out n have our dinner ok? sayang.. after my lunch.*don say i'm a pig* i went to Zzzzz cuz veri sleepy..=P when i was asleep i heard some thing keep ringing n ringing.. dam pek ceh.. finally i pick up my fone.. my biebie called n ask me some question.. i tink i was too blur to reply her.. in the end she put down.. n i carry on my zaffyland.. =P..
6plus my sis treat me like a popian rolling me wif my blanket n sit on me.. OMG she is SOO HEAVY... i cant even breath.. so push her away.. haiz..
after i go wash up.. she was watching VCD... piss me off... can?? so i go cook intant noodle to eat.. you all noe wat.. my sis scolded me din help her cook.. i'm like wat the hell.. you r watching your VCD.. Fine,, i cooked for her to eat.. aniwae later she checking arrvial timing.. cuz my parent coming back tonight..

ended up.. daddy mummy flight arrvial at 7PM~! n she still can watch TV.. haiz.. me. quickly go change.. 5mins later she pass me the car key.. ask me to drive until my house down stair.. so i go down n drive.. nearly dump a car..hahaa~!
7.30 then she come down.. n she drive so slow.. daddy keep calling us.. asking where r we.. so scary..
finally reached.. sis push all the blame on me.. said i wanna drive steal the car key away n drive..
i'm like wat?
daddy ask me.. luckily he believe me.. hpmf.. hate my sis..

went work juz now.. so tired.
puked. not enough zzz.. fell sick. wat a bad day i had..
aniwae juz came back.. juz now drove my sis's car a little while.. so cool~!
i'm taking basic driving test in a month later.. hoohoo~! hope i can pass smoothly..
=D

i miss you.

baby i love u! muacks!

xy

watever life n days.

i'm now having a watever life. last night company tat ernes go put tattoo.. argh.. so envy of him.. got new tattoo on her back n some others place.. arghx... i onli got like 3to4 tattoo lor.. so small..
haiz.. aniwae got feeling to go back to study.. but i scare i will get bored in skool..
tink is a sure of bored...

aniwae now adays slack at home.. play wif my milky.. she slim down..=((veri light. my fat milky is gone.. now onli got skinny milky..
by the way i'm still bored la.. yawnx..