got this bad feeling.

never been blog this few years.. came back and say hello every body..
well, what can i mention over here... had been thinking of this for this past few weeks... don dare to tell anyone include my close one.. like i can say is more to my very personal stuff.. no one knows my blog.. perhaps everyone tot i dint blog at here anymore.. but well, hahaha... just have the suddenly tots. =)

ok, stop the nonsense and start the ball.

is about to my gf (jiselle) together with her, 5 month. few weeks ago.. she and my brother(whitney) had been super close till i get a bit jealous and start to think about something that i'm not suppose to think about them.. But, i just cant help it.
wondering why i will think of that?
=) long story..
1. i'm jobless since 26nov 2009 at MFS technology Pte Ltd. after tat i found a job.. tot i able to stay there for years too.. who knows the boss sucks. ask me to leave cuz i wouldn't be able to wear skirt.. wth right? nvm i leave.
2. i started to scare to go for interview of jobs. cuz i donno why they will start to use the weird eyes looking at me.. i hate it. no one knows about it. cuz i feel no one knows how actually i feel. they will start to say alot of shit to me.
3. thank god. i spent all my money 3K plus within 1 week. haha.. big spender.. i donno what i spent also.. new PC?? i donno don ask me.. no money for months. if you're my gf will you stay with me? jobless? poor? bad temper? doubt so.
whit is so perfect. rich, understanding, condo, kind and nice heart last but not least she is very smart and good looking. what do i have.. nth..

so cant blame me i have been thinking of this..

thanks god i foumd a job which is pay me quite good..