miss my baby queen.. wonder wat you doin now.. but i noe u now will nv miss me again.. or not as much as last time..

long time nv been here.. partly i'm biz working.. n my comp juz repaired by me..
8more days from now.. been waiting for her for 4month..
i shall give up after 8 days.. veri sick n tired of waiting.. n i cant take the fact you r now avoiding me..
really miss the past.. but now i juz can put it as a memories..
a unforgetable memories of you n me..
really thanks for the past.. let me had a good "dream" of you.. hope you r doin fine..
really miss you.. feel like calling but i scare to disturb you.. study hard for your Os/..

Feb 4 i'm leaving ready.. don be so happy.. i'm juz goin wif my godparent.. to bintan..
onli for 3to4 days onli..
but after new year i might be goin to taiwan wif my mom.. visit my sis? or staying there to study..


erzi--->> i miss u..
bro(ernest)--->> everything will be fine.. n i will try my best to help you ok?

_*baby king missing baby queen badly:((*_

_*baby kiss me now:))*_

Went town wif ben(erzi),then after tat meet ernest.. go cine find reen n kyan for dinner.. after tat chris came to meet me.haha~! aniwae i'm late today again.. Oops.. heehee~!
hmmm.. hair is getting longer each day.. Suddenly turn active.Everyone got a shock.They started to question me.. aniwae is itz veri weird tat i turn active? hmmm..*wondering*
my face is getting more pale n weak by days.. haiz.. tink my life goin to end soon.. so i need to make my wish become true before i totally leave this world..
but i noe got a wish tat is nv nv appear in my life.. so i juz put it as my hope.. my veri veri last hope..
sighx... i'm totally useless.. walk a short distance i feel like fainting ready.. sorry guy to make you all worry abt me..
erzi today got a shock why every hour i need to take tablet.. silly boy~! tat is for my heart.. is a pain killer.. aniwae tat med doesn't make any diff of my heart.. it juz help me to stop the pain..
by the way i'm leaving s'pore on feb04' juz a simple touring there.. wif my godmom they all.. first time go oversea wifout my daddy n mommy.. hmm.. should stop here..


Erzi**~~> my baobei son.. don worry ok? i'm alright.. hugs.. love ya..** GRINX>
Ernes*~> bro.. don tink so much la.. every thing will be fine.. no matter wat i will try my veri best to help you one.. Grinx..

baby queen i miss you..

she is back..
veri happy to hear tat.. although i haven see her.. n i miss her alot..
she starting her school soon.. hope she will be doin fine..
i veri sad tat donno who go tell her tat stupid thing..
somemore tat she refuse to tell me..
i heard something tat i don wish to hear..
today made some desert from mommy n daddy to eat..
mommy asked me to sit down cuz she got some thing to tell me..

i had sms her.. but she din reply me.. tink she try to aviod me..

_*wondering r u tinking of me.. *_

baby queen... where r u now?

The fourth days..
she went oversea 4 days ready.. i miss her.. really miss her..

got a fight on friday night at monks.. veri pissed off by LKK..
she make spoilt my spec.. i wouldn't let her off so easily..
i will make her pay for it..

kanna lock at home.. cuz of friday stuff... ARGHX...
BUT I STILL MISS HER..
hope she is doin fine at there..
aniwae merry chrismas although is over..

wondering r u tinking of me..

let nature take the path,
every time the truth will hurt,
every time is so deep inside..
until you cant even breath..
so prefer cut yourself..
some people choose to cut hand..
but i'm diff.. i prefer cut my chest..
cuz no one can see.. onli me..
can see the wrong you had done..
can feel when you saw the cut when you bathing..
but no one noes except yourself..
cuz no body noe wat you r tinking n feel~!
maybe can say this is weird.. but is true..
even someone mention to you tat i noe you veri well..
he or she is wrong..
cuz you, your own self also donno wat kind of people you r..