watever life n days.

i'm now having a watever life. last night company tat ernes go put tattoo.. argh.. so envy of him.. got new tattoo on her back n some others place.. arghx... i onli got like 3to4 tattoo lor.. so small..
haiz.. aniwae got feeling to go back to study.. but i scare i will get bored in skool..
tink is a sure of bored...

aniwae now adays slack at home.. play wif my milky.. she slim down..=((veri light. my fat milky is gone.. now onli got skinny milky..
by the way i'm still bored la.. yawnx..

my 1st month anni..

yday my baobei n me go escape.. ahaha~! *(don say we childish ok??)* haah~!
after tat went woodland take thing from my boss..
then finally went town...=)) went taka..

every restaurant was long queue~! OMG~! sushi tei~ crystal jade~ n many more all is long queue.. ~!
in the end we went to paragon.. OMG.. all also long queue...
arghx..
half an hour later we went to sushi tei....=)) finally cany eat..
so hungry..

aniwae ...
baobei----> thanks.. i really enjoy yday.. hope you enjoy too.. i love you.. =D

i lub you..

finally change job.. the boss is more n more like a monster..
treat us badly.. haiz... for me.. need to do this n there..
haiz..
so baobei n me decided quit this stupid job..
for her, she study la..
for ME, i change job la.. aiyo.
don ask me wat job.. cuz........
i shy to say out.. haha`! find out yourself then..


today when to baobei's house, thanks ar.. let me wait at her house down stair.. holding mac's hotcake.. aniwae.. i juz love her..

aniwae our anni is at may8.. so guys.. you all saw this right?? so don call or sms me n her.. ahaha~!
don disturd us.. n don ask where r we goin or wat we wanna do..heehee~!
=))




Baby----> baobei.. our anni is coming soon.. heehee~! i love you..

baby kiss me now*=D

.i love you too.

ermm long time din blog..=P biz wif my stuff you see..
actually i veri stress abt my working stuff.
i mean i'm juz onli 18.. n is like i'm now doin 20plus stuff..
need to hander management stuff..
luckily my baby is helping to slove those rubbish..
thanks biee..
but end of this month i wanna quit this job..
i'm stressed until cant breath.

went ps meet kyan.. we to her skool a little while.. then went to eat..
n eat again//haha~!
then finally ahead sim lim.. cuz i wanna buy CDs.. , see MP3(^.^) n fones~!
awhile later my cousin sms me.. ask me where am i .. call me to pei her.. -.-
she buy thing like money spent like water.. OMG~! a stupid tee-shirt cost $58.50.. she still can happily said.. wow~! so cheap..
meet ben in town.. walking ard.. mabel wanted meet me.. but i told her i'm not goin monks but i'm goin rush.. she said she don like rush so.. forget it..
went to cine.. cuz my cousin wanna find her frenz.. Darling PB "dauser" sms me ask me where am i . i'm at rocky's. so i go down find her.. not while later.. my cousin call me to go up take neos wif them.. so went up again.. yawnx..

you're loved by me.

yday went to watch white noise will mabel..
so funny.. she seen like so scare can.. ahahah~!
n my hand now got blue black by her.. *cuz i boo her.. tat why she pitch me=((*

aniwae we went to look for my cousin at taka..
haha~! my cousin told me she was hungry.. she wanna eat something.. but she kanna caught before..
zaf=> need me search for ant.. hahaa~!
han=>huh?! for wat?
zaf=> eh?? tot you like to eat ant's food??
han=> WTH??
zaf=>haah~! don worry i will try my veri best to search ant's food for you.. hahah~!
han=> WATEVER~! I DON WANNA TALK TO YOU READY!~

.i love you deeper by each day..

.you make me crazy.

after work juz bath out..yawnx.. so tired..
hmmm.. today was late for work.. luckily,
my boos haven come.. hohoo~!
so lucky.. =P

daddy n mummy goin taiwan soon.. haiz.. i will be alone again.. BUT... 7mar i go taiwan meet them ready.. haha~!
gotta Zzzz liao..
YAWNX~!-.-


~~when i need you...,
~~juz close my eyes n i'm with you..,

i hate myself...

Juz finish work.. damn tired.. haiz.. fone ring n ring.. donno who call.. sighx..
left 8days.. i'm leaving..=)) so happy...
ooh.. i miss my sister.. hmmm...
haha~! veri tired.. yawn..
working full shift tml again.. yawnx..

i hate myself..-* for loving you*-

hmm... tml i'm off.. ahah~! tink will be in town// ok..
i'm leaving on 7mar.. to taiwan.. find my sister.
arghx.. miss her sooo much..=P
hmmm.. tot of many thing to buy ahah~!..
wanna change my style ready..
change to the most ugly bung>? haah~! ya..!

cuz i don wanna be a flirt..
i don wan others say kazaf is a flirt..


should i patch back wif her?
or turn nur?

hmmm..

juz reach home.. tired ar.~! morning go work.. then evening faster rush home took a cab.. cuz got dinner.. yawnx..
should i turn N??
hmmm.. *wondering*.. (^.^) guess so..
wanna zzz.. ready..
ok~! good night..

~BIG FATHUGS~

i do i do..

today went to my aunt's house.. cuz is my off day.. ahah~!
after tat went to buy movie ticket..
went home bath.. waited my daddy to come back fetch us to cinema..
we watch i do i do.. is sooo funny.. we laugh until cant breath.. ahah~!

finally went home, haiz.. tml gotta work again.. haiz..

yo.. check this out..

hey guy.. hmmm.. i'm pretty tired now.. BUT.. i still can online CUZ i having off tml.. =} noe why? cuz my daddy birthday.. =}

DADDY!!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!

but the most sad thing is they are leaving to taiwan on 5mar.. i'm alone again.. but i'm might be leaving on 29mar.. cuz i waiting for tat gal to say i love u.. hahaha~! aniwae tat is impossible.. hoohoo..*i'm dreaming ready..* but i really hope.. i nv waste my time on her.. waited for her 4month plus? hmmm.. actually i din realise i can wait so long.. but time really change every thing.. i do wait..
but i still waiting.. alot of my frenz called me to give up..but i cant.. i wanted too.. but cant.. my heart still have her.. donno why..
haiz.. so let nature take its course,..

she sms me this before..--> *its nt love. or at least, i hafent been able t feel tt eu love me. like, maybe. but. i kant get into a rs with someone whm i think doesnt love me yet.. let nature take its course, okay?*

its really hurt,somemore is my birthday..

miss my baby queen.. wonder wat you doin now.. but i noe u now will nv miss me again.. or not as much as last time..

long time nv been here.. partly i'm biz working.. n my comp juz repaired by me..
8more days from now.. been waiting for her for 4month..
i shall give up after 8 days.. veri sick n tired of waiting.. n i cant take the fact you r now avoiding me..
really miss the past.. but now i juz can put it as a memories..
a unforgetable memories of you n me..
really thanks for the past.. let me had a good "dream" of you.. hope you r doin fine..
really miss you.. feel like calling but i scare to disturb you.. study hard for your Os/..

Feb 4 i'm leaving ready.. don be so happy.. i'm juz goin wif my godparent.. to bintan..
onli for 3to4 days onli..
but after new year i might be goin to taiwan wif my mom.. visit my sis? or staying there to study..


erzi--->> i miss u..
bro(ernest)--->> everything will be fine.. n i will try my best to help you ok?

_*baby king missing baby queen badly:((*_

_*baby kiss me now:))*_

Went town wif ben(erzi),then after tat meet ernest.. go cine find reen n kyan for dinner.. after tat chris came to meet me.haha~! aniwae i'm late today again.. Oops.. heehee~!
hmmm.. hair is getting longer each day.. Suddenly turn active.Everyone got a shock.They started to question me.. aniwae is itz veri weird tat i turn active? hmmm..*wondering*
my face is getting more pale n weak by days.. haiz.. tink my life goin to end soon.. so i need to make my wish become true before i totally leave this world..
but i noe got a wish tat is nv nv appear in my life.. so i juz put it as my hope.. my veri veri last hope..
sighx... i'm totally useless.. walk a short distance i feel like fainting ready.. sorry guy to make you all worry abt me..
erzi today got a shock why every hour i need to take tablet.. silly boy~! tat is for my heart.. is a pain killer.. aniwae tat med doesn't make any diff of my heart.. it juz help me to stop the pain..
by the way i'm leaving s'pore on feb04' juz a simple touring there.. wif my godmom they all.. first time go oversea wifout my daddy n mommy.. hmm.. should stop here..


Erzi**~~> my baobei son.. don worry ok? i'm alright.. hugs.. love ya..** GRINX>
Ernes*~> bro.. don tink so much la.. every thing will be fine.. no matter wat i will try my veri best to help you one.. Grinx..

baby queen i miss you..

she is back..
veri happy to hear tat.. although i haven see her.. n i miss her alot..
she starting her school soon.. hope she will be doin fine..
i veri sad tat donno who go tell her tat stupid thing..
somemore tat she refuse to tell me..
i heard something tat i don wish to hear..
today made some desert from mommy n daddy to eat..
mommy asked me to sit down cuz she got some thing to tell me..

i had sms her.. but she din reply me.. tink she try to aviod me..

_*wondering r u tinking of me.. *_

baby queen... where r u now?

The fourth days..
she went oversea 4 days ready.. i miss her.. really miss her..

got a fight on friday night at monks.. veri pissed off by LKK..
she make spoilt my spec.. i wouldn't let her off so easily..
i will make her pay for it..

kanna lock at home.. cuz of friday stuff... ARGHX...
BUT I STILL MISS HER..
hope she is doin fine at there..
aniwae merry chrismas although is over..

wondering r u tinking of me..

let nature take the path,
every time the truth will hurt,
every time is so deep inside..
until you cant even breath..
so prefer cut yourself..
some people choose to cut hand..
but i'm diff.. i prefer cut my chest..
cuz no one can see.. onli me..
can see the wrong you had done..
can feel when you saw the cut when you bathing..
but no one noes except yourself..
cuz no body noe wat you r tinking n feel~!
maybe can say this is weird.. but is true..
even someone mention to you tat i noe you veri well..
he or she is wrong..
cuz you, your own self also donno wat kind of people you r..